big change big step? am i going to move one step upward or backward? hm, my mom already booked the ticket for mekkah. but i think im not ready for this sebab tgk lah mulut mcm mana, all words pernah keluar. but if i said i cant go bukan boleh pulangkan balik ticket tu. then tomorrow nk pergi hidupkan lesen pilot. haha, pasport. hope i'll doing fine there. Amin :)